Friday, September 26, 2008

FIRST VIDEO!!!

I found the video feature on Blogger! Yeah, I know - I'm pretty oblivious sometimes. I've seen so many other blogs with videos but it never occurred to me to actually figure out how to do it myself. But, now that I've found it, you'll be getting more regular videos like the one above!

This is Little Bit and Kiddo while we were still at the beach, during breakfast. She's got milk all over her face and he's worried about the storm that's coming. Just thought I'd share!

TTFN

JMS

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Lucky Mommy

Last night, Hubby took Kiddo with him to choir practice at church. I think his initial intent was to take both kids with him and leave me to be able to do a few small things around the house without interruption. The problem was, Little Bit was sitting on my lap, enfolded in my arms, with my cheek resting on the top of her head, and we were watching something on TV together. I couldn't let her go. She was warm and sweet and unusually cuddly and I didn't want her to leave, so Hubby left her with me and took Kiddo with him. She is most definitely Little Miss Independent (kinda like her mom) and I thought for sure that the snuggles wouldn't last very long - I'd prepared myself for her inevitable request for freedom - but it never came. We cuddled for a very long time and she didn't complain once or squirm to be put down. Eventually, 7:30PM rolled around and I got her ready for bed: new diaper, jammies, teeth and hair brushed. She told me, "Night Night!" and settled down under her blankets with her bunny and her bear and I never heard another sound from her until I got up this morning. After Hubby and Kiddo got home, I got Kiddo ready for bed: potty, jammies, teeth brushed and some quality snuggle time with him, too. We lay in his bed together talking about the Tooth Fairy (who is still probably about a year away from her first visit to our house) making up things and "writing" a book about her. I'm going to need to start writing it quickly before I forget all the good ideas we came up with! (Now if I could just figure out the artwork part - I'm not sure that's something I can do.) We giggled a lot and had a really wonderful time, just the two of us, until Hubby came to the door and reminded me that it was, by then, 9:30PM and Kiddo had school in the morning. Oops! So we settled down together and when I left, he was 99% asleep. He fussed just a little bit when I kissed him goodnight - he wanted me to stay - but I reminded him that I had to work in the morning and we both needed to get a good night's rest. "Ok," says he, sleepily, and he rolled over and went to sleep! I cannot tell you how wonderful it is, how it warms my heart and heals my emotional wounds (whatever they may be at that moment), for me to be able to spend that kind of time with my kids. And, I managed to get some time with them both in one night! How fantastic! I am such a lucky person to have a family that I absolutely adore - and yes, Hubby is most definitely included in that statement. TTFN JMS

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Twilight Insight

I'm re-reading the Twilight series...again. Add that to my growing list of addictions. (Of course, there could be worse things to be addicted to, right?) I cannot get over how emotional these books are! Yes, the story is wonderful, but for Stephenie Meyer (author) to be able to infuse her writings with such emotion is truly a gift. It makes me slightly jealous, truth be told. I wanna write like that! I'm almost done with the second book again. The "exciting" part just happened and now Ms. Meyer is winding things up in a neat little package...tying it all together with a pretty, red ribbon. I am thankful that I have the third book nearby so I can immediately delve into the next part of the saga. I have a friend who told me that her least favorite book of the series was the second one, New Moon. But, I must respectfully disagree with her. I think, having now read the entire series through once, and the second book twice, that New Moon is my favorite of the four. The emotion (yes, I'm all about emotion today, it seems) is raw, the pain the main character, Bella, goes through is tangible, and the story makes complete sense. I (and another friend, "G") tend to over-analyze the books we've read, and I have yet to find a continuity gap, so that makes it all the more fun to read, because it all comes together so well. Even though all the books are equally good, New Moon stands out - for me, at least. I think it's partly due to the fact that I've experienced a major loss, too, (a couple, in fact...) and I can feel Bella's devastation almost as if it were my own. Thankfully, I'm at a point in my life where I can feel this without feeling totally depressed and I am able to separate myself, my life, my own experiences, from Bella's. It is fiction, after all. On a slightly different note - and almost a funny one - "G" says I am Bella. Bella is supposed to be extremely accident-prone. After "The Foot Incident" at the beach, I texted her with a brief description of what happened and she sent back, "OMG! You ARE Bella!" I laughed until I cried when I saw that response - it's pretty funny...as sadly true as it may be. "G" says I'm the most accident-prone person she's ever known. Well, I guess I'm done now. I hope that I've made you want to read this series. Granted, it's more geared toward a younger audience, but I think it's wonderful - and I'm...um...in my mid-30's! TTFN JMS

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Q: So...how are you? A: Do you really want to know...?

I went to my doctor last night to get the stitches out of my foot. My doctor simply stared at my foot for almost two minutes in complete silence, shaking her head. Eventually, she looked up at me and said, "What am I going to do with you?" She only removed the two stitches at the ends and left the three in the middle because she said it didn't look "ready" yet. I go back on Thursday afternoon to get the other three stitches removed. I had the most pain in my foot last night that I've had so far. I can attribute that to several things: my first day back to work and moving around more than I have in the last 10 days, the "trauma" of having stitches removed and/or someone simply "messing" with my foot which is hypersensitive and completely numb in turns, and...well...who knows what else. I guess it just hurt. On top of this, I've got a lovely sinus infection. I think I caught this from my husband, who, while he was wrestling both kids and his wife on his vacation, getting little to no rest at all, was also sick the whole time. I can't begin to tell you how wonderful he was throughout this entire vacation/ordeal. He really stepped up to the plate and handled everything. I am such a lucky woman. So now I'm on antibiotics...again...for the sinus infection. Anyway - I guess I need to buckle down and get some more work done. I've got a huge pile of stuff to do today and Sr. VP is coming to the office tomorrow. I thought she was coming today, but while I was on vacation, plans changed. This means that not only will I be working diligently to catch up on my backlog of work, but I will be planning and handling things for Sr. VP while she's here. Ah...it's good to be home! :) TTFN JMS

Monday, September 22, 2008

Vacation Update

I wrote and wrote and wrote while I was on vacation - 20 something pages of hand-written nonsense. I posted it here: http://jshell73.googlepages.com/vacation2008. I am warning you right now that it is very long, so read at your own risk! :) All pictures from this vacation will be uploaded to Picasa shortly, but the journal has a few select pictures to tide you over. At least read the first three or four pages - this was an...um...interesting vacation. I'm glad to be home. The pictures on the journal are really big, so they take up a lot of space in the actual document. It's really not as long as it looks. TTFN JMS

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Book Review: Beggars in Spain by Nancy Kress

As I mentioned in yesterday's post, I was going to write a book review for one of the office newsletters. Below is that review...and I thought I'd share it for lack of any other inspiration today.
TTFN JMS
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TITLE: Beggars in Spain AUTHOR: Nancy Kress COPYWRITE: 1993 The year is 2008 when overbearing business-man Roger Camden and his meek wife, Elizabeth visit Dr. Ong, seeking only the best genetic modifications available for the child they plan to have: A daughter, blonde, green eyes, tall, a genetic disposition to be slender and musical, the full array of corrections for any potential gene-lined health problems, and...no need to sleep. Leisha Camden and her non-genetically modified twin sister, Alice are born shortly thereafter into a world where even the smallest edge can mean the difference between success and failure. Having no need to sleep, Leisha has 30 percent more time to work and study – though, it seems, all the “Sleepless” are highly intelligent, successful, and in absolutely perfect health. Initially, the Sleepless are an interesting minority, but after a while, their unparalleled success in all aspects of life begin to wear on normal, or “Sleeper” society and eventually, they become victims of blind hatred, repression, and horrendous violence which drives them, and their children, to escape Earth to an orbiting space station. Leisha chooses to stay behind, along with a few other Sleepless, in an attempt to promote acceptance for Sleeper and Sleepless alike. But, her battles are only just beginning. This book is superbly written, thought provoking, and slightly scary – as you realize how close we are, in reality, to the idea of genetic modification and the ramifications of the need for no sleep. The battles waged in this book are societal, psychiatric, intelligent, and not too far off the mark of what could happen to Earth’s fragile human balance of minority vs. majority. ****1/2 for originality, excellent writing, and provocative ideas.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Impatience

I can't stand it! This week is taking FOREVER!!! I guess that happens when you're getting ready for a vacation, but this week is creeping along like molasses in wintertime! Ugh. It's only Wednesday! Vacation! Vacation! Vacation! I haven't really been crazy excited about it until today, and suddenly, once all the plans finally fell into place, I'm nuts. I'm making lists of things to get, stuff to bring, looking at maps for directions... We're not going to the same place we've gone for the last two years, we're going somewhere new. A place that neither Hubby nor I have been before. We're headed to Tybee Island outside of Savannah, GA, to spend 6 days in a 2 bedroom condo on the water!!! My baby sister, HB (YAY!!! My baby sister!!!) and her Hubby are coming up for one night. Granted, it's not a long visit, but since I haven't seen her in 8 years (since my wedding in September 2000), and I haven't met her Hubby (though I've talked to him often), and she hasn't met my kids (though she has talked to them often) I'm going to satisfy myself with the short visit. I think I'm honestly more excited about the prospect of seeing my sister than I am about the actual vacation. Not that I'm not excited about the vacation, because I am, and I know how much time and effort Hubby has put into making this a nice getaway for us, but the anxiousness and the pull on my heart that I'm feeling comes from the love for my sister. I honestly am so keyed up right now that I'm having a hard time writing. Me...can you believe it!? I'm supposed to write a book review for a newsletter (business-related, for the office) and I am completely blank on what to write - though I think I have chosen the book I'm going to review. Beggars in Spain, by Nancy Kress. Anyway - I guess I'll go now. I'll try to write again tomorrow. Maybe I'll have calmed down by then! TTFN JMS

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Fun Evening with the Kids etc...

Last night was lots of fun. Really...that's not sarcasm. The kids watched a couple shows on Noggin while eating dinner; they both ate very well. Then, after dinner was over, I turned the TV off and we went outside to enjoy the evening. They played quietly and happily in the sandbox for nearly an hour while I lounged in the hammock watching them. After a while, Kiddo started getting upset - visibly upset - to a point where he was holding his hands up, shaking and crying. Immediately, I was at his side asking him what was wrong. Little Bit seemed oblivious. He'd gotten sand in his eye and he was trying to blink it out, but knew he couldn't touch his eyes with his sandy hands because that would make it worse. This is why he was holding his hands up and shaking. I told him to keep crying because the tears would help, all the while leading him by one sandy hand over to the garden hose. I turned the water on to a soft flow (the water in the hose was warm from sitting in the sun all day), tipped him backwards over my arm so his head was nearly level with the ground, and proceeded to flush his eyes out. He knew what was coming, blinked furiously and stuttered a bit as the shock of slightly warm water hit his eyes, but he didn't complain. At first, the water scared him a bit and he was upset with me because his shirt got wet. After I asked him if his eyes felt better, ("Hey! Yeah! They do!" says he.) he made some more half-hearted noise about his clothes being wet. So I turned the hose on him again and soaked him good! He laughed heartily, screeched, and darted away. At this point, Little Bit, having noticed the water, came over saying, "Wet! Wet!" So I turned the hose on her, too! She screeched, too, and then both kids were scurrying away, laughing. They came back for more, time and time again, getting completely soaked from head to toe - completely clothed. I decided that it might be fun for them to run naked for a little while, so I instructed Kiddo to strip and got Little Bit undressed, too. Then, I plugged the still-running hose into the inflatable frog pool sprinkler attachment and they played, happily naked, in the back yard for about 20 minutes. I figured, who cares if they're naked! They're both very young and no one was around to care. They splashed and screamed and had a wonderful time. At this point, Hubby had come home from work, to see both of his kids running, unclothed, in the backyard. He made some backhanded comment about trailer parks (sorry if this offends anyone) and then I asked him to get a couple towels for the kids. When he came back out with the towels, I instructed him to go run a warm bath for them, which he did. After wrapping Kiddo in a towel, and chasing Little Bit down - who was running, naked, for the house after her Daddy - I plunked them both in the tub and scrubbed them head to toe. They had fun playing in the bubbles (Daddy ran a bubble bath) and Little Bit spent a happy five minutes dumping water over her big brother's head. They both thought this was hilarious. Bath done, hair dried, teeth brushed, jammies on and both kids climbed into Kiddo's bed to snuggle for a few minutes. Little Bit kept saying, "Night-night!" and pretending to be asleep on Kiddo's pillow. It was very cute. They snuggled together while I got Little Bit's bottle ready and then, as I came back down the hall, Little Bit was headed for her room, in her little pink jammies, saying, "Night-night!" - ready for bed. By the time I got to her room, she was standing in front of her crib, holding on to the bars, looking at me in a slightly desperate way with very tired eyes. I got her into bed, covered her up, told her I loved her and closed the door. I didn't hear from her again until this morning. Kiddo went to sleep relatively easily and he, also, slept all night. I, however, had a very disturbing night plagued with horrendous dreams and was awake, though still in bed, long before my alarm clock went off. At 5:30, when my alarm finally sounded, I got out of bed, dressed, and headed to work early. It was just that simple. I knew if I stayed at home, the temptation to try to sleep another hour or so would be too overwhelming and then I'd be late and have to rush - I didn't even sit down on the couch. I just grabbed two Coke Zeros and headed for the door. The drive to work was dark, bleak and wet - it having rained quite a bit during the night - and when I arrived, it was almost overwhelmingly quiet. I like it, though, when I can get here early because I seem to be able to get more done where there aren't fifteen people at my desk asking me to make schedule changes, travel arrangements, or appointments. Anyway - I'm hoping to be able to leave early today, though I have no thoughts on if that will actually happen. I guess I should go now and make my rounds. Our Facility Coordinator extraordinaire is on vacation until tomorrow, so I'm running his inter-office rounds for him. OK - I guess I've typed enough for one morning. Hope everyone has a nice day! TTFN JMS

Monday, September 08, 2008

Sunday, Busy Sunday

Yesterday was busy. Good, but busy. I should have cloned myself - though I'm not sure that would have made it any less hectic. Up early with the kiddos, got them breakfasted and dressed for church. Charlie wore a pair of jean shorts, a soft, yellow, polo shirt with a collar, and his new "fast" shoes, as he calls them. They're little green, black and silver New Balance sneakers we got on sale at Hammer's in Clinton and he loves them. I love them because they actually fit him. He's been in need of new shoes for a while now. Little Bit wore an adorable navy blue top that her Aunt B got for her. It buttons up the front and has an A-line, with little embroidered flowers on the front. She wore it with a pair of little pink capris and her white sandals. So cute! With her new hair cut, she was a vision with blue eyes! At church, I'd agreed to teach the 1st and 2nd grade Sunday school class because they were short teachers this weekend. I knew that I would have to forgo the Young Adults Marriage class Hubby and I had planned to attend, so we split the duties. He went to the Marriage class and I went to teach the little kiddos. About half-way through class (mine), one of the ladies (I'll call her Mrs. C) came into my class and kicked me out saying that I should go to the Marriage class and she'd take over in the Sunday School class for me. So I went to the second half of the Marriage class - which was basically an introduction to what we'd be covering and to receive the book. I'm expecting it should be fun! Then church services from 11-12. Then lunch with my friend DS. We went to Red Lobster and enjoyed the most wonderful lobster, shrimp, asparagus, linguine creation ever! I'm sure I smelled like Garlic for the rest of the night! Then after lunch, DS and I went to a play at the ORPH - Wait Until Dark. It was a wonderful production and very, very well acted. The girl who played the lead did an incredible job! Audrey Hepburn (herself - I adore her) played the lead in the movie back in 1967! This movie was utterly terrifying and the play version I saw on Sunday did a wonderful job conveying the terror that Suzie (the lead) was feeling the entire time. There were a couple folks in the audience who were screaming and crying, almost hyperventilating, during some of the more superbly intense moments. All in all, a very entertaining production! I guess that's it for now. Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend! TTFN JMS

Friday, September 05, 2008

Verbatim: An Email to Cousin Amy

The email below to my cousin was prompted by her question to me about whether or not I still wrote poetry...? **** I haven't written poetry in years. I've sort of let that one slide because all the pain I was using for creative purposes has faded into the background over the years. Also, though I have tried to write poems, they seem trite, silly, and disjointed and I usually hate them. I cannot seem to get "rhyming" out of my head and that confounds me for some reason; it stops me dead in my tracks because I want to be able to break out of that mold and do something different, but I cannot. I still have pieces of poetry I wrote years ago, and I read them occasionally and hate them. I hate them because of what they remind me of and I hate them because they seem so childish and immature. My life has taken a much different course (thankfully) than the one I was on shortly after my beloved mother died. I was VERY lucky that I didn't get caught up in the "world" (if you know what I'm alluding to) of the friends I surrounded myself with. If I had gotten involved in that world, then I would not be where I am today. Even injured spiritually and emotionally as I was, I must have been pretty strong to resist all the temptations that were surrounding me back then. It's hard to imagine that June 15, 2009 is the 20 year mark of my mother's death. I still think of her every day and still, sometimes, decide I have something to tell her, and then realize that I can't. There is no phone number to heaven, except through prayer and the fervent hope that my mother can hear me and see me and be proud of me in her way. Anyway - I probably will not write poetry again. It's too painful. It brings me back to a place I'd rather forget and having a severely depressed, ADD-suffering mother/wife is NOT what I want my family to deal with on a daily basis. As it is, I'm on an antidepressant every day of my life now...again...and am feeling a bit better. Quite a bit better, actually. Much love and many hugs to you, my cousin. I love you! **** TTFN JMS

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Books & Swings

I just finished the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. I read 4 books in 1 week; I couldn't put them down! Now I'm spending time (in my head) analyzing the characters and trying to picture who should play them in the movie. Twilight, the movie, is due out in November and I can't wait to see it, but I have a sneaking suspicion that I'll be disappointed. None of the actors "they" have chosen seem to fit the bill...at all. But, of course, that's just one person's opinion. I think I may have to start reading the series over again because I flew through it so fast that, even though I know what happens, I probably missed something. Anyway - I would just like to immerse myself in their world again...it was quite a ride! Not much new on the home front. Hubby and Kiddo installed the tree swing last night, which was a lot of fun for Kiddo, because he got to "help" instead of having to stand aside and watch. Our friend MW (I swear, he must be a monkey) shimmied up the great big tree in our back yard and attached the rope for us last week. So Hubby and Kiddo just made the seat portion and got it all put together. It works quite nicely - I even got to push Kiddo on it for a little while before he went to bed. It was very relaxing and I had a great time watching Kiddo have a good time. TTFN JMS

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Home Improvement

Hubby & Kiddo surprised me last week with two new lantern-style lights for the front and side of our house. One for beside the front door and the other for beside the side door. They're very nice, slightly old-fashioned looking, with a lovely shape to them. They're nicer, and larger, than what was there; two small, white, square lights with broken glasses. Hubby installed them a couple of days later and they really, really look good. They make the house look more...well...more homey. Does that make sense? The problem was, after the one at the front door was installed, the old, brass mail box seemed very out of place. It looked old and rusty. We considered replacing it with something that more closely matched the style of the lights he'd installed, but he quickly suggested a much more efficient, and inexpensive alternative; one which I was all for, right from the very beginning. He suggested that I paint the mail box we have. I knew that I would have to sand and clean the surface of the mailbox before painting it, and I started using my generic Dremel tool and a rotating sander. It took FOREVER to scuff up just a small portion of the mailbox. So after a trip to Home Depot to purchase a palm sander and some sandpaper, I finished up the sanding portion of the project in no time flat. I love power tools. Anyway - after a perfect spray painting job (if I do say so myself) the mailbox looks brand new and sits comfortably in its spot underneath the new light at the front door. It no longer looks out of place and is in perfect sync with the rest of the house. Now the only thing that bugs me are the shiny brass house numbers; I'm still debating on whether I should paint them, too. I've got enough paint left over... Hope everyone had a great long weekend! TTFN JMS